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Journal Entry: Mon Aug 18, 2008, 2:50 PM
now.
i can finally breathe again.
not much more.
i have learned one thing.
love is the most beautiful and the most fucked up thing ever.
can gods sense of humour even explain why he wants us to suffer?
its things like this that make me remember why im athiest.
i still feel so empty though.
i know people love me.
but in the case of two people it would be easier if they didn't.
loving anyone is insane and i cant let myself do it.
i cant keep hurting myself this way.
everyone ill be hurt no matter what i do.
one says he can help me with who i am.
the other is in danger because of who i am.
everyone is.
i can talk to anyone about life and love and hurt.
but no one really understands.
no one really can.
no one can help me.
no one can save me.
no one can hurt me.
not anymore.
im numb.
i just wish i could feel anything.

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

Devious Information

  • Current Residence: in some kids twisted nightmare
  • Interests: Music, Art, Literature, Horror Films
  • Favourite movie: Lots so I don't know... The Crow series, anything by Tim Burton... violence and love stories
  • Favourite band or musician: Aiden + MCR = LOVE (with a lil bit of Evanescence, HIM and AFI...well anything really)
  • Favourite genre of music: alternitive, rock, punk, pop, goth, metal, progressive
  • Favourite artist: Victoria Francis, Gerard Way, Mark Ryden, that sort of thing
  • Favourite poet or writer: again, far too many to list... Anne Rice, J K Rowling and Poe.... yeah...
  • MP3 player of choice: Philips
  • Shell of choice: the colorful spikey ones that sound like the ocean
  • Skin of choice: human, definately
  • Favourite game: Dreamfall. kicks. ass.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jack Skellington (if you would concider him a cartoon... I do)
  • Personal Quote: Black is only amazing until they make something darker.

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~0pera-ghost:icon0pera-ghost: May 13, 2008, 4:13:59 PM
So I was thinking...perhaps I'll do filming...I might not be that good at it though.

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I'm laughing at you, my dear....at your truly remarkable incompetence. You don't even know how to go about killing yourself with any efficiency, do you? -Erik
~0pera-ghost:icon0pera-ghost: May 1, 2008, 7:01:31 AM
Hey!

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I'm laughing at you, my dear....at your truly remarkable incompetence. You don't even know how to go about killing yourself with any efficiency, do you? -Erik
~PhantomMonkey:iconPhantomMonkey: Apr 28, 2008, 7:06:04 PM
thanks for the watch, i feel loved lol

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Have you ever danced with the devil by the pale moon light?
~ShiiLovesHim:iconShiiLovesHim: Apr 22, 2008, 8:20:29 PM
your art is not shitty >:(

but thanks for the promoting of me n lorren's art ^^

*flattery*



anyways :|
about me not attending skool >:P ew skool!

I am fine in the emotional sense so no worries! but I will not be back tomorrow. Dr's orders! so please tell me how the test goes! and help me study when I get back!! @.@

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"I have a very sexy learning disability.... and what do I call it? "
"...........Sexlexia."
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*JinDevilKazama:iconJinDevilKazama: Mar 16, 2008, 7:17:05 PM
Thanks so much for the fave on, [link]

It's muchly appreciated. :)

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The poet is a liar who always tells the truth

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When the World ends, collect your things. You're coming with me..
`dibbi:icondibbi: Mar 11, 2008, 3:02:13 AM
thank you so much for your :+devwatch: :)

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the one that is hated from the masses

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~Forsaken121234:iconForsaken121234: Jan 22, 2008, 1:09:53 PM
thank you for watching<3Rose

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Ill fix you just to break you
Set you free just to control you
Cause I know what you're thinking
And I know just what you'll do
But the truth is honey,
I don't love you like you think I do
*SAB687:iconSAB687: Dec 25, 2007, 7:39:46 AM
Thanks so much for the watch :kiss:

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Do Not Meddle In The Affairs Of Dragons,
For You Are Crunchy And Taste Good With Ketchup...
~les-ailes:iconles-ailes: Dec 22, 2007, 3:26:50 PM
Eeh! Found you!
It's Lorren, in case you couldn't tell, haha.

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'But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked.
'Oh, you can't help that,' said the cat: 'We're all mad here.
I'm mad, you're mad.'
'How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice.
'You must be,' said the cat, 'or you wouldn't have come here.'
~mcr-rocker:iconmcr-rocker: Oct 20, 2007, 5:30:07 PM
Thanx for the fave!

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-provehito in altum-

:fusionrock:-peace out-rock on-be alternative-be strange-be yourself-:fusionrock:
~Kari-Ka:iconKari-Ka: Oct 20, 2007, 1:15:08 PM
Hee,
Welcome to DA!:D..
Gheheh, you like Victoria Francis, bet you have a great taste^^.. :P
I hope you have a awesome time around here.. Bye,

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~ Kari ~